I would like to introduce myself as twice widowed, daughter, mother, grandmother, sister, cousin, sister-in-law, step parent, and friend, who celebrated her 86th birthday in December 2014. In May 2013, I had a near-death experience. While in the hospital, I convinced myself that I was destined to write this autobiography. All of my life I have questioned "why me" as to God's plans for me from the time I was born to the present time. I keep wondering...