My travels, recorded in a journal, unfold a tantalizing, mystical journey. Whether I was walking through a wall or within, traveling miles in states of heightened awareness, these were easy feats. But it was not easy to plumb the depths of total despair in my quest, as I had no control over my journey. I did not organize the itinerary on this walk. A spiritual walk is a wondrous and adventurous journey, but it can also be difficult and devastating...