Love is the worst of the four-letter words in the world as I tried and couldn't track it down. I did find it at first to where it didn't find me but pretending it did. I didn't even know I was in love, and showing me some things in the beginning only hid the fact that this wasn't love. Whereas I couldn't see love for what it was that I was lost when someone did love me, and I believed the lies that came in between until it broke my heart forever...