Reading and listening are a conduit or channel for power. This is support of knowing your real desires. But, your thoughts need to be organized. If they are not, or become disorganized, it is so easy to want to drop the thought, and go for that an easy out. And this is not good for your life. As just noted, that is a lot of Atom Power in the brain maladjusted to cause confusion and trauma. I'm sure you've heard a person giving advice to some one else...