A tumultuous and unstable mind because it still holds morality on the foremost pedestal, frustrated at the state of affairs, not only of the world but also of self. The world functions not in sync with what we are taught but with its own crude logic. And, that's what the protagonist is unable to comprehend leading to the poem "Redefining Suicide". As dangerous as the title sounds, it is a window to attaining nirvana. Ironically, what we fear...