Everyone expects the fairy tale from me.Because on the outside, I look like I live in a fantasy.I'm a hopeless romantic.I fall in and out of love. I change careers, zip codes and hair colors on a whim. I'm a free spirit without a care in the world. I'm the one that loves everyone and hates no one.But I've got a secret...I'm not a free spirit.Not really.I'm not free at all. My life is only designed to look chaotically peaceful.I'm only designed to...