John Carlson writes the story of his small town life from behind bars in an Arizona State Prison Complex. Struggling with alcohol and drugs, from the age of 12. John spirals into darkness,depression and blackouts. Cocaine, sex and lost love mars his young life. A deadly wreck and small town gossip send him into a life behind bars. John hopes to send a message of refraining from alcohol and drugs and the words "that won't happen to me", is something...