Was it Phillip's plan or was it Spider's fantasy? No matter, with Spider's help and one borrowed guitar after another, he shook off his father's failures and his father's God. The fantasy became the obsession that pulled him through a war and a disastrous relationship. But while that fantasy promised and teased Phillip with so much, it delivered so little. That's OK, everyone knows, "If you wanna sing the blues, ya gotta live the blues." No matter...