We have to stop trusting our circle and our mind. GOD has the answer. He is waiting on you to ask him for Direction. Processes are hard and we don't want to do the work. Know that you will not fail because God is with you and you are his child. He did not bring you this far to leave you and he loves you. Push past the pain and see the bigger picture. Is God revealing your purpose through this pain and process? Your prayer does not have to be long...