Three things in my life were fact.I needed Sarah to survive.I needed sex to remain sane.And I could never mix sex with Sarah.I just knew--deep in my marrow--that if I did, I'd somehow lose her. All my deepest darkest secrets would crack open, bleed out, and ruin everything between us. I wouldn't unleash the shit inside me on my worst enemy, let alone her. So she stayed strictly in the friend zone.People probably thought I never went there with her...