Merci... My husband Paul continually beat me down, and I was shattered because of it. Somewhere I'd heard the phrase 'When life gives you lemons, make lemonade.' Me, I went for the hard stuff, Fireball Whiskey. And that's what sent me straight into the arms of Ryan West. That and the reality that he was kind, gorgeous, and incredibly sweet. Did I mention hot? He made one thing clear for me, I couldn't stay with my...