A wildly sexy, emotional, and suspenseful romance novel from #1 New York Times Bestselling author Lauren Blakely... he was my what if girl. The one I longed for. The one I tried to find again after she left for the other side of the world.Now, years later, fate has swept the only woman I've ever loved back into my life. With her intensity, her honesty, her passion, Annalise tries to break down my walls, because she's the one who knew...