In 1998, my "bucket" overflowed and I was derailed by the invasion of disabling pain and depression, diagnosed as Fibromyalgia. When I could no longer work, I lost my identity... the self I had found when I wrote my first book, Appearances: A Journey of Self-Discovery. Norman Cousins, the author of many health-related books, said "The tragedy of life is not death, but what we let die inside of us while we live," which can explain what had happened...