Love is scary.
It changes you.It can come in and out of your life. And one day it can go away forever. Charles is broken. He's already lost more than most people lose in a lifetime. His parents, his friends, and now his boyfriend John to a heart attack at twenty-six.
But Charles has learned how to hide his emotions. How to pretend that everything is okay. How to forget, long enough for his to pick up a razor blade, a knife, or a pair of scissors...