I've moved past what happened on Del Rey, and I've kept the secret of what I did-what we did-buried deep. But I'm afraid I'll never move past what happened six months later in Amsterdam. When Ellis Prior, an old friend of my dad's, walked back into my life, we became fast friends, and he showed me things I can't forget-things that brought me to my knees. But I walked away from that life, and I never looked back. It's...