A profoundly personal, deeply felt exploration of the mystery of faith-having it, losing it, hoping for its return. " Lax has written a steady, quiet love letter to a faith he has lost.... Sympathetic and engrossing ." - The New York Times Book Review The son of an Episcopal priest, Eric Lax develops in his youth a deep religious attachment and an acute moral compass-one that he is willing to go to prison for when it leads him to resist military service...