"Allow me to take you into the shaded windows of my soul as the battle raged in my mind." I was shaken to the core when I heard the cancer diagnosis that was given to my husband. While I put on a smile on the outside, my heart was crumbling into a million pieces on the inside. Having "faith" while I was waiting, was not an easy task, but through this trying time I learned how to surrender my pain to God and allow Him to heal me from the inside out...