I long for the day he says my name - my real name. But that wish won't come without some punishment...I long for that day.The day he finally lays his hands on Emily.The day he makes sweet love to Emily.I long for that day, but I'm scared to death too.He's going to be angry.He's going to be disappointed.He's going to resent me.As long as he stays with me, I don't care I'll make it up to him.I'll show him how much he really means to me.I'll...