It's been one hell of a year. If I'm being honest, it's been one hell of a life. For years my worth has been tied up in one of two things: goaltender for the San Diego Enforcers, and husband--then ex-husband--of the oldest MacTavish daughter. Regret is a heavy thing and it's weighing on me. Now I'm retiring myself up to the wooded island my family called a second home growing up. Getting away from the...