He is the source of your stress, the reason why you're hundreds of miles from home, but each day he creeps more and more into your heart. It's been years since you've allowed yourself to feel. You've tried in the past, thought that it would make things easier if you found love; it just wasn't the right fit. Nearing your thirties, you know that the window is closing on finding anything serious.
Something about him tickles the back...