I'm a widowed, single mother. He wants to give me everything I could dream of. My heart is stuck somewhere between the past and him. Everywhere I go, I hear the past creeping in. His song, Blue Christmas breaks me every time. Leaving VanNorth might be my only escape from my past and now him. I came home for two reasons; VanNorth and her. I am determined to get them both. Blue Christmas is not in my vocabulary. Neither is losing. Watch out VanNorth...