PrestonMy wife's dead. She killed herself right in front of me and it's all my fault. My main goal now is to not mix my sexual needs with my emotional needs. Those are damaged forever. I bury my pain in a sex club that provides me an anonymous release. This way I never emotionally cheat on my wife. She was my forever. This is my right now.KamiiYou name it I've read it. I love my erotic novels. After my husband was murdered, this is the only excitement...