WINNER of the 2018 Colorado Book Award for Science Fiction/Fantasy Lost in a barren alternative world, July Davish has two options: Confront his hellish past or be trapped there forever. Fate has dealt July a lifetime of nothings; no happy childhood, no lasting relationships, and now, no job. His mantra of perseverance has gotten him through it all, but faced with losing his home, he finally sets foot on the same road of self-destruction...